Clarification to friend

I just came to know that, one of our common friend has told you something about my past that can affect you and our friendship. 

I am sure that our friendship is more powerful than any such turbulence, but let me clarify what I didn't told you is not important but why is definitely ? 

If I did it, It was intensely done. In present, I am looking at that feeling of young age as simply not necessary in present context of life. I cannot say it's was a mistake that I want to forget, but at the same time I have moved on and life has changed a lot. 

I realized that, I had not lost you as friend in past, due to "age difference" or "long time separation" or "you did not remember me" or "because of someone"; but only due to that young age feelings, even though that's was natural at that age @ 12-18 years. Now by informing anything on that, I don't want to lose your precious friendship. I had lost you in past for same reason and don't want to lose again by telling you something that's not relevant and important today.

Whatever was the reason it's not relevant, I was happy with memories and could live on with that. I didn't just tear off pages those pages from my diary but also trying to remove from my memories and prefer not to remember any more. 

When I write you about us, if you remember I just put life on fast forward and didn't explain in details for years 1994-1998. Even though if you want to know, I can open those pieces of pages,  but it want give anything other than unnecessary pain.

Looking to our past, that was pure relationships of friendship, life was great, I do not hesitate in talking to you. Just like many childhood friendships; we were too close, fight on smaller issues, friends but free in our lives, sometime don't care for each other and the other day too much demanding "why are you not talking", "where were you",  and all those small things that matter a lot. 

તને ફરીથી દોસ્ત તરીકે પાછા પામ્યા પછી લખેલું :

જે હતું તે  હતું, જે નથી  તે નથી. 

જે રહી ગયું તેને સમેટી સાચવી લઈએ. 

લાગણીઓને નામ આપવાનું છોડી હવે,

ચાલો  આપણે  દોસ્તીતો નિભાવી  લઈએ.

I decided to move on with life, and I think that was the best decision at that time I could had taken, to live you on your destiny for better life for both of us.